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Permalink: http://escapist5.blogspot.com/2006/12/game-of-pain.html"Please. Can you calm down and think over it... if you haven't done that yet?"
Three more months to go and the mere thought of it is painful enough. Things will surely change after that. All I can hope for is that they'll remain the same for the time being. I'd like to indulge myself in this temporary moment of bliss. But now, I'm not sure if we'll be able to stay this way till the imminent end when we'll eventually be parted.
Perhaps, I shouldn't have doubted you and pressed you to think over the matter. Now, I'm afraid that you'll come up with a different reply. Despite being told repeatedly that your feelings haven't changed, I still can't be sure of that.
Yeah. They haven't changed. But what if there was nothing to begin with?
I need to have a definite answer...
I'm confused. We don't seem to talk much, do we? Like not more than friends. But when you hold my hand, the feeling is always so warm.
The time I spend thinking about you is both bitter and sweet. No, to be frank, there's more bitter moments. Yet, the sweet moments compensate that all. Whenever I think of just ending it before falling deeper, I just can't. I just want to hold on.
Holding on till I eventually lose my grip and fall into the hollow, bottomless pit beneath...
I used to think that mutual feelings is the only thing essential to a relationship. But no, that's not all to it. As one rationalizes his feelings, it becomes a game of pain.
Three more months to go and the mere thought of it is painful enough. Things will surely change after that. All I can hope for is that they'll remain the same for the time being. I'd like to indulge myself in this temporary moment of bliss. But now, I'm not sure if we'll be able to stay this way till the imminent end when we'll eventually be parted.
Perhaps, I shouldn't have doubted you and pressed you to think over the matter. Now, I'm afraid that you'll come up with a different reply. Despite being told repeatedly that your feelings haven't changed, I still can't be sure of that.
Yeah. They haven't changed. But what if there was nothing to begin with?
I need to have a definite answer...
I'm confused. We don't seem to talk much, do we? Like not more than friends. But when you hold my hand, the feeling is always so warm.
The time I spend thinking about you is both bitter and sweet. No, to be frank, there's more bitter moments. Yet, the sweet moments compensate that all. Whenever I think of just ending it before falling deeper, I just can't. I just want to hold on.
Holding on till I eventually lose my grip and fall into the hollow, bottomless pit beneath...
I used to think that mutual feelings is the only thing essential to a relationship. But no, that's not all to it. As one rationalizes his feelings, it becomes a game of pain.
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